Giving my best in reaching out to them doesn't count on those things that makes my soul tired.But when I knew that its not enough for them to see those small efforts that I do,its more than having a big carriage on my back.For now, I may say that I had already received all the hurtful words that a person could say to someone they really hate.

Things that I did which made them mad,have reasons which is in line for good things that may happen for me.It may be a selfish decision but what made me decide on that relates on how they treat me all the time. What hurts me most is that they never see the good things that I do for myself and for them.

Please don't degrade me. I'm also human.

I do things for certain reasons.

(got the tile from his Band)

waah..i dnt know what to feel,i think i am supposed to hate my sister for being a blobber(?) to my parents.But somebody takes all those infuriating things away from me unconsciously.Here, I have something to say to the person who puts a smile on my face and helps me to forget all the worries - You might not notice that there's someone who sees the good things that you do.You may never know how much somebody appreciates all the things that you do. I hate the times whenever i feel worried coz i don't know if u're ok or not. Even if those tears and frowns that i see from ur face were real or not, u still don't know the pain that i'm feeling for the way u look at those moments. I always see u in DREAMS, only in dreams. And when i wake up, it's time for me to face the real thing that u are very far from me,that we're hindered by too many things. Oh no! How come these thoughts came out from my mind? whheeww! Labo pero  mababaw lang.i'm just referring to my ultimate crush-whooow!u might know him!

what a day! i'm proud to say that i had encountered an intense situation a while ago with someone who pushed me out of the room. This is my reaction to whoever he/she is----> :p Enough of that. At this moment,I'm still reflecting on the book that I just had finished reading.My classmate lent it to me.And the book was entitled,"Like Water For Chocolate".(I'm sorry I forgot the author).The story revolves in the life of a woman who experiences emotional abuse from the traditions in their family.How the story was written was quite unique than other books.Because with every food that the main character cooks lies a story that the author wants to unfold. "Every person has his own candle within that burts leaving their souls lifeless."--->not that exact but that's what i remember from my favorite part there. Now,i'm on the half part of the alchemist.But my reading was interrupted because i still need to study Biology (Chapter 10-14).Good Luck to me.

I'm running out of time and I still need to study the Male Reproductive System for a quiz on our Anatomy class tomorrow.Goodness! But then I still managed to create a blog on my own wuhoo!(Just doing something to excuse myself from studying for a while)-but i erased it a minute ago(baliw ako). Anyhow,today,was a stressful day because of another practical exam on Anatomy that we had. As usual, I never get a perfect store(asa pa ako!).Even though I studied for days on a single topic,still,there is this "stereotyped result".Now,I'm cursing the nephron-functional unit of a kidney,that I wasn't able to answer a while ago.And I know that there are still many situations like this in the future. I can still remember when our topics were Muscular and Skeletal System (oh my!).I'm telling you that if I dedicated my time and effort during those days on memorizing all of it, maybe I had gone insane.*exagerrated*

Do i need to be imperfect in order to be happy? or perfect but mournful?