Giving my best in reaching out to them doesn't count on those things that makes my soul tired.But when I knew that its not enough for them to see those small efforts that I do,its more than having a big carriage on my back.For now, I may say that I had already received all the hurtful words that a person could say to someone they really hate.

Things that I did which made them mad,have reasons which is in line for good things that may happen for me.It may be a selfish decision but what made me decide on that relates on how they treat me all the time. What hurts me most is that they never see the good things that I do for myself and for them.

Please don't degrade me. I'm also human.

I do things for certain reasons.