Giving my best in reaching out to them doesn't count on those things that makes my soul tired.But when I knew that its not enough for them to see those small efforts that I do,its more than having a big carriage on my back.For now, I may say that I had already received all the hurtful words that a person could say to someone they really hate.

Things that I did which made them mad,have reasons which is in line for good things that may happen for me.It may be a selfish decision but what made me decide on that relates on how they treat me all the time. What hurts me most is that they never see the good things that I do for myself and for them.

Please don't degrade me. I'm also human.

I do things for certain reasons.

(got the tile from his Band)

waah..i dnt know what to feel,i think i am supposed to hate my sister for being a blobber(?) to my parents.But somebody takes all those infuriating things away from me unconsciously.Here, I have something to say to the person who puts a smile on my face and helps me to forget all the worries - You might not notice that there's someone who sees the good things that you do.You may never know how much somebody appreciates all the things that you do. I hate the times whenever i feel worried coz i don't know if u're ok or not. Even if those tears and frowns that i see from ur face were real or not, u still don't know the pain that i'm feeling for the way u look at those moments. I always see u in DREAMS, only in dreams. And when i wake up, it's time for me to face the real thing that u are very far from me,that we're hindered by too many things. Oh no! How come these thoughts came out from my mind? whheeww! Labo pero  mababaw lang.i'm just referring to my ultimate crush-whooow!u might know him!